Posted 4 months ago Comments

Note to self -be less difficult.

It’s not secret that I am complicated. I try to keep that mostly under cover but that’s a lost cause. I see things differently than most, I think? Maybe I don’t.. Maybe it just seems that way because I talk about it and everyone else knows to keep it to themselves. I guess the problem is I’m not good at hiding things from people, I don’t want to hide things from anyone. I really wanna just lay it out on the table and say take it or leave it… But that can be scary, we’re taught to believe that you have to not show all your cards because is makes you vunerable, and vunerablity is weakness and weakness will never get you what you want.

It’s all a game of cat and mouse. But which one should we want to be? The cat.. Powerful, and chasing or the mouse who can be either quick, & sneaky or weak, & naive… But yet is always chased?

Just some food for though.

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