March 2011
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December 2010
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Hello. It's me again.
After a long, Long creative block, I think I might be back. To stay. Tomorrow is the two week anniversary of the opening of my restaurant and wow has it been incredible, crazy, and incredibly crazy! So much is happening and all at once that I feel giddy. Tuesday Cooper and I get to the keys to our new place which just blows my mind. I’ve felt for sometime now that I wouldn’t mind if he...
January 2010
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September 2009
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Love is a funny thing...
It’s rare yet Available. It comes in many shapes, and sizes. There’s love like you love your family, love like you love your friends, love like you love your significant other, love like you love chocolate cake, and then there is LOVE. LOVE is the kinda love that not everyone will feel in their life time.
And in my opinion no matter what kind of love you feel, when you feel, or who...
August 2009
3 posts
Cat and mouse
Note to self -be less difficult.
It’s not secret that I am complicated. I try to keep that mostly under cover but that’s a lost cause. I see things differently than most, I think? Maybe I don’t.. Maybe it just seems that way because I talk about it and everyone else knows to keep it to themselves. I guess the problem is I’m not good at hiding things from people, I...
and it starts sometime around midnight.. at least...
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Social networking
I’ve joined the ranks, find me on twitter @brooklynsbones
Life’s pretty steady lately, schools kind of overwhelming. Who knew you could have so much homework for just one class! Still dating the same guy which is quite the accomplishment, kinda weird to find someone who I feel comfortable around… I don’t plan on ditching him anytime soon. In fact the only thing I can...
July 2009
3 posts
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Inspire me.. please?
I was laying on my bed today… just starring blankly at my ceiling, I seem to do this quite often. I kept thinking over and over again about how I am in need of some serious excitement in my life. This being said doesn’t mean I’ m going to run out and do the first crazy thing that comes to mind, if anything in the past I’ve been too impulsive -to put it lightly.
I guess...
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I've fallen into a hole...
or so it seems lately. I’ve been so distant from everything and everyone. It’s like I’ve been consumed by responsilities that I’ve gotten lost somwhere under the expectations I’ve set for myself, and those set for me.
I guess I should start working on a balance, I do not mean to negelct my friends, nor my own personal needs.
Although there are a few things I might...
June 2009
3 posts
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All you need is love, love is all you need...and...
Found this article on Yahoo.com’s dashboard today..sweet!
Eight tips for liking someone better (or disliking that person less).
Some people are part of your life, whether you want them there or not. What if you don’t have the warmest of feelings for your boss? Your mother-in-law? Your next-door neighbor?
It’s easy to come up with a mental catalog of all the ways in which that person could...
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I find it weird...
that sometimes mistakes don’t seem like mistakes until way later in life.. and how they can be so miniscule and insignificant and then suddenly something changes and now the choices you made in your past can make or break the outcome of your future..
Weird.
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Here's something substantial for a change...
I met someone -weird, I know!
I met someone a few months ago who I instantly wanted to know everything about, and before I knew it he was gone. Now, I know that misunderstandings, and complicated situations are what stood in the way.
Then something funny happened, like hitting the rewind button on a remote control, the situation was reset. Now don’t be mistaken, it has not been easy, but...
May 2009
3 posts
Ever since I could remember I’ve done everything I could to appear to be invincible.. But appearing invincible and being invincible are two very different things. I am not invicible and I’m learning that that’s okay too.
“Despite everything, I still believe people are really good at heart.”
– Anne Frank
“I think good gets better.”
– Emile Hirsch, Into The Wild
April 2009
4 posts
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“Life isn’t supposed to be an all or nothing battle between misery and bliss....”
– Barbara Sher (via hrrrthrrr)
“I’ m here, which roughly translated, means that I’d rather die than...”
– Twilight
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If there is one thing I've learned...
Your past may not always be a part of your present but that doesn’ t mean it wont be a part of your future.
The thing is, things change. People change. Places change. Sometimes what cause’s you to leave something behind is no longer a factor.
I’ve done a lot of thinking about the past, present, and future lately. I guess because I’ ve been looking for some kind of...
March 2009
16 posts
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“There were ghost in eyes of the boys you sent away.”
– Thunder Road -Bruce Springsteen
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There is a little truth behind every Just kidding.
A little curiosity behind every just wondering.
A little knowledge behind every I don’ t know.
And a little emotion behind every I don’ t care.
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems...”
– Gilda Radner
“I’ve found almost everything ever written about love to be true....”
– Iris from The Holiday
FACT
It is impossible to enjoy what you have when you are busy worrying about losing it.
If there is no one beside you when your soul...
Then I will follow you into the dark.
So I’ m curious about the whole soul mate thing.. I’ m a believer but I am still a little skeptic. I just want to know how it works.. does it only pertain to that ONE, single, person or do you somehow feel drawn or connected to others you have, supposedly, crossed paths with in a previous life?
And is this specifically for lovers, or does it...
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Self-con⋅trol
[self-kuhn-trohl]
–noun
Control or restraint of oneself or one’s actions, feelings, etc.
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O is for over it...
Say what you mean, mean what you say.. is that such a hard concept to grasp?
I am not bi-lingual yet I seem to understand many languages -Bullshit being one of them. I’ m so bored with hidden messages, and subtle implications.
A popular question seems to be “Who would you like to meet?”.. Well I think I’ d like to meet someone who says whats on their mind when it’s...
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It' s self explanitory.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a...
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“Loving might be a mistake but it’s worth making”
– I Hope You Dance, Lee Ann Womack
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One of the many reasons I like to read....
“You’re impossible”, he said, and laughed once -a hard laugh, frustrated. ” How can I put this so you’ll believe me? You’re not alseep and you’re not dead. I’m here and I love you. I have always loved you and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t...
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“grav·i·ty (grāv’ĭ-tē)”
– -Noun
The natural force of attraction between any two massive bodies
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you wouldn't understand anyways...
Not to long ago I went to war and lost. I failed but overcame my defeat victoriously -or so I thought.
Here I am months later and only now am I able to really evaluate the loses I took.. I look around and examine my casualties and I realize that my army is only left with one survivor.. that survivor is me. I can’t help but wonder how that is possible or why it would work itself out that...
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Something to think about...
Ok here is my question… How many dates do you have to go on with one person ( person A) to be more than dating - to reach the talking stage.. and how long do you have to be talking to someone until they’re your boyfriend/girlfriend? Then I’d like to know what is talking… seriously? I’m going to go out on a limb and assume it’s that stage where you’ve gone...
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“And yet, to say the truth, reason and love keep little company together...”
– William shakespeare
A Midsummer Night’s Dream
act lll
February 2009
3 posts
I love LA
So first few days here in LA seem to be nice. Fortunately I live in one of the few cities here that is on the coast…. I’ve been running everynight along the ocean side at sunset, it’s beautiful! My loft has some serious potential to be amazing:) I’m thinking Irish pub theme? Definitely couldn’t of hurt to have it sprayed for bugs though. Had dinner with my cousin that...
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Im⋅per⋅fec⋅tion [im-per-fek-shuhn]
–noun 1.an imperfect detail; flaw: a law full of imperfections. 2.the quality or condition of being imperfect.
Caculate and re-evaluate.
I’ve really been taking a hard look at my life and evaluating the road I’m on and I really feel like I’ve chosen the right one. That being said I had to make a lot of decisions involving who and what my life consist of as a whole and honestly some of the changes I made were easy but there were a lot that weren’t so easy. It’s been people walking away from me and me...
January 2009
24 posts
Things are not always how they seem.
At first glance, the door doesn’t seem to get anymore closed than this. As you grow up you learn that things are not always how they seem and that optimism can get you far. Endings can be endings or they can beginnings it’s really all left up to you. So tell me.. is the door open or is it closed?
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mas⋅och⋅ism [mas-uh-kiz-uhm, maz-]
-Noun
The act of turning one’s destructive tendencies inward or upon oneself.
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You live. You learn.
Today someone asked me ” What is the one thing in a guy that really gets you?” and although he was asking for his own benefit I’m almost glad he did because I realized exactly what it is I’m looking for; I’m resisting the urge to relive the Scooby Doo Days and say JINKIES!.
The one thing I’m looking for is to feel safe.. not safe in the physical sense of the...
It happens.
It’s okay to be scared. Scared is good. It means you feel, that a part of you is alive. Even in the darkest of situations you exist. Sometimes being scared teaches you to be brave, it shows you that when its over your still here -you survived.
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rev·er·ie (rěv'ə-rē)
-noun.
A state of abstracted musing; daydreaming.
“For you and I are past our dancing days”
– William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet.
“Before you … my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were...”
– New Moon, Stephenie Meyer
“Let’s just be friends is boy code for ‘Please don’t key my car”
– My new theory.